(You will achieve success this year.)
I should start by apologizing for not posting for so long, but why? Between finals, graduation, family, friends, and moving 1,000 miles then having to unpack, look for a job, and attempt to not kill myself from living with the parents I have had zero time to do anything. I'm not in school nor do I have a job yet it seems I've never been busier.
Anyway, getting back into the swing of things I couldn't believe my good (and hopefully very true) fortune. I can only hope that it will be sooner than later.
Back in the green mountains, I feel calmer, like everything is alright. My anxiety that is normally hovering somewhere around me like a bee just waiting for the most inopportune moment seems to be in hiding lately. Even with bill deadlines lingering closer, the fact that I have no job still, and my parents constantly (and yes I mean constantly) breathing down my neck wanting to know everything single thing that is going on in my life– I still manage to feel ok.
It's funny. I went from thinking to myself "I just want to be ok today" every single day to "What do I get to do today?'
Even living close to people I can't stand being around isn't as terrifying as it was before I got here.
I don't doubt I will achieve success. This year or next year or the year after that. I know how to make things happen, I know how to start things and end things and am a firm believer in making yourself happy; and that's why I don't doubt my future success.
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